Walls and Ceilings

Yes. Another year has passed. Yet here I am, still staring blankly into space, wondering what to do next with my life. Well, my life is not entirely unplanned, but I am not really sure if I’m taking the right path.

I just got home. Instead of writing my paper in Psycho-Philo, here I am, writing my New Year’s blog. That paper makes me want to go to sleep. However, this one, gives me energy. It gives me the feeling that I should have fresh start.

Last year, I was writing my New Year’s blog as a teacher. This time, I am writing it as a call center agent. Yes. Seems like I am destined to change jobs every year. I like my current job, but it sucks the energy out of me. Imagine chatting with 3 different strangers, all asking 3 entirely different questions at the same time. Well, its exciting and it sort of gives me an adrenaline rush, but it’s just so frustrating to know that there are people who are so effing dumb. And most of the time, the dumb people are the arrogant people. Hell.

I am currently taking my Master’s degree while working. Working student. It’s funny because I am not really planning to teach. Yet. I want to teach college students but I don’t think I’m a really good teacher. Plus, I am having a hard time with my subjects. Puyat at pagod, I have to take my Physics class at night. It sucks that most of my classmates have already understood the end of the lesson when I’m just starting to analyze the beginning of it. 

Blah blah blah. I really hope I would find a new job. One that pays as much (or better) than the one I currently have.

BTW, Happy New Year everyone! Kudos to another year of struggle, regret, hope, hardship, and happiness!